Only Human

"All of his life he tried to be a good person. Many times, however he failed. For after all, he was only human. He wasn't a dog."
-Charles M. Schulz - 

Another World

My grandma died early last Monday, September 29. She was 99 years old. Her name was Adallae. She filled my life with love and laughter and meaning. Larry and I went up for her memorial service this past weekend. It was the most beautiful service I'd ever attended. Larry offered comfort and all the right words and gestures. We sent her out the way she asked--with a song of praise and stories of laughter.

My mom is the sole remainder of her family now. She had to do most of this alone, and what a beautiful tribute she made for my grandma.

When I am feeling stronger, I want to write about my wonderful grandma.

I took Monday off to spend time with my mom in Michigan. It didn't go as planned. Instead, I had to say goodbye to Primo. Primo was my best friend. He was sixteen. He adopted me when he was 3. I spent thirteen and half wonderful years with this generous and gentle soul.

Larry and I feel the crushing sorrow of his loss on a minute-by-minute basis.

When I feel stronger, I'm going to talk about my wonderful dog, Primo.

Primo, My Best Friend

I AM NOT THERE

Do not stand at my grave and weep;
I am not there. I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow.
I am the diamond glints on snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain.
I am the gentle autumn's rain.
When you awaken in the morning's hush,
I am the swift uplifting rush
of quiet birds in circled flight.
I am the soft stars that shine at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry;
I am not there, I did not die.